Sunday, July 29, 2007

10 reasons I never regret joining TSF camp…

  1. My laptop get to rest (finally!!!) for 3 days and 2 nights
  2. I get to feel God’s presence for the whole 3 days and 2 nights, away from studies and nightmares!!!! woooootttt...
  3. I get to know a lot of frens, especially my team members (Anna, Michelle, Kassie, Weng Teng, Alison and Columbus) Steamy Iron rocks!!!(my group name lah…) really learn a lot from u guys and other ppl that I m unable to name it one by one but u noe who u are…
  4. I have my breakthrough and start to understand what God has been and still is doing in me…
  5. All the unanswered question that I prayed that God will answer it thru this camp are ALL answered!!!! PTL!!!
  6. I get to feel what I will to feel in Germany… Freeeeaagin cold!!!
  7. I got plug-in to God… (will elaborate more in my next post, wif loads of pic some more)
  8. I get a free ticket to watch any movie of my own choice in GSC... muahaha... so bangga weh!!! (but everything comes wif a price and u won't want to noe wat did i do to get that movie ticket...gross!!!! ewie...)
  9. I acted and cheered a cheer on stage...(not those cheerleading cheer lah duh!) though i was nervous, i din let it shown on my face coz i really wan to get over my stage fright...
  10. I'm fired up once again!!! HERE I COME!!!!!

Friday, July 27, 2007

Leben ist das, was an uns vorbeizieht, während wir damit beschäftigt sind, andere Plänen zu schmieden

really running out of idea of wat to write... last week had been a very hectic and heavy week for me... but its over anyway and i m stil alive and kicking now!!!

but hey!!! in 1 hour time i will be heading to genting, peacehaven for my first church camp of the year... i miss those time when we have camps in sarawak... really wanna thank isabella, my dear sarawakian fren who invited me to this FGA camp... though sth has been bugging me lately but i know God has shown me the reasons for all the conflicts thru this camp... i claim the promise of God that i will be a changed person after i came back from this camp...


btw, did i mention my dad will be coming over to KL this weekend, too bad i will be at the camp most of the time but i can steal some time to meet him during sunday afternoon... STARBUCKS!!! wait for me too...



Sunday, July 15, 2007


Forgive me, loving Father, for I sometimes get so lost in my own opportunities and problems that I don't look around and check on those in my church family who need my help much less those in need who are not Christians. Touch me with your Spirit so that I may better hear, see, and respond to their needs. Thank you for your concern for all people, and please use me as one of your tools of concern to bless those in need. In the precious name of Jesus I pray. Amen.

Saturday, July 14, 2007


here's the story...

initially i plan to go KLCC alone on a bright and sunny afternoon from esso bus-stop, then take a taxi driven by shah alam's super honest taxi driver to the ktm station and then off i go to my destination... y m i telling u all this? its bcoz i really hate the idea of using taxi in shah alam, the taxi drivers here are juz sooo crafty... they'll never be satisfied unless they drained ur wallet dry and withered... come on lah... how come shah alam's taxi driver don use meter one??? i remember asking one taxi driver y is he not using meter and he din say anything back... (wonder if he's deaf or he is trying real hard not to tel lies...) then on tat very day, as soon as i walk pass the guard house (wif my long sleeve hoodie on of coz), i saw one of my juniors i met at church n so i stopped n greet her... we chatted a bit and i found out tat she is on her way to ktm but she dunno the way... praise the Lord!!! without second thoughts, i immediately and thick-facedly ask her whether i can follow her and also *ahem to show her to way to KTM station... muahaha... on the train, we manage to share bout our own experience of God and how He touch us in the first place... somehow i knew tat God's hand is behind all of this...

now to the second part of the journey, i reach KLCC juz in time for the harry potter movie... (did i mention i was nearly late?) angela bought my ticket last week and i was glad i din hav to line up for the ticket... i stil get culture shock when i saw so many ppl in a cinema lining up like in sch assembly to buy tickets... the movie was nice... i like the way the director link all scenes together without making it look awkward during the changing of scenes... after the movie we sat down in the food court and start chatting and without realising it, soon it gets dark and by the time i realise it, it was too late for me to go back, esp ALONE to shah alam so i decided to stay overnight at tar college wif angela n ngiuk hung...

i was glad tat once again i get to share some of my thoughts wif ngiuk hung, esp life in KL where we hav to leave our lovely homes and churches and trying to survive each day trusting God... we talk about our own testimonies and how both of us has changed since we met in church years ago... it is really encouraging to see us stepping out of our own comfort zone without realising it... God must have been behind all this... and it too me a moment to realise, it's not bad going out alone once in a while because we don need to worry so much about transportation and stuff coz God always provides...


Monday, July 09, 2007

It was once lost but now is found...

juz to inform everyone tat i officially found my driving license... muahahaha... God DO answer prayers!!! i was doing some last minute packing and just b4 i go to the airport, my mum found it between the piles of books on my computer table... thank you all for ur prayers and consistent reminder of not losing any important document AGAIN... I LOVE U ALL!!!

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Things to look forward when i go back to shah alam :
- serving in CA (but definitely not driving liaw... maybe can help up wif eve wif her usherers' team...)
- away from my mum's nagging since i lost my driving license...
- meeting new, cute juniors... (haha... *eyes wild open)
- meeting frens and course mates back in intec...
- nasi goreng cendawan in akasia cafe (duh...)
- going to acts...
- quit from my driver's job... i had enuf of driving around sibu fetching my siblings to and back from tuition...
- shopping
- shopping
- shopping
- (just to balance this post...)

Reason for stil wanting to stay back in sibu :
- The K's --> kampua and kompia
- good food... (of coz chinese food...)
- possible death threat from the 2 CA boss for losing my driving license...
- miss my frens here... pretty boy stephen, lao huang, dewei, lawrence, sabrina, dorothy, ah fong, lu ee, gracie... we all only start to get close to each other and now hav to leave... sien!
- Youth service... and the new young frens i met... now tat the older youths are leaving, its their duty to keep youth service alive and kicking!!!
- i miss my Hapiz... the longhouse kid tat i met (plz refer to my previous post)
- going to NS camp for their religous period
- miss speaking, i mean listening to ppl speaking bahasa sarawak (although stil half understand wat r they talking bout...)
- last but not least, i miss my mum, my dad, my elder sis, my younger sis, my youngest bro, my aunties, my grandpa, my cousins, my nephews, my nieces, my bedroom, my bathroom, my washing machine, my air-con, my astro, my streamyx etc...

Wednesday, July 04, 2007


One day i'm gonna build my very own transformers...
Then i will send my transformers team to africa, to sarawak...
To any place tat needs them...

*my imagination is running wild at the moment... plz bear wif me...

Tuesday, July 03, 2007



I don wan to go back!!!
Saya tak mahu balik!!!
Ich will nicht zurück gehen!!!
Ngui mai duon woh!!!
Ako sid mau balik!!!
wa bo ai dui ki!!!
ngo mu yiu fang hoi!!!

Malaysia is a multi-lingual country, ain't it?

Sibu...(1) Borneo Cultural Festival

as a patriotic Sibu-ian, i think it will be nice if i show some nice things from Sibu... lately i've been to the annual Borneo Cultural Festival held in Sibu Town Square, which i believe is the largest town square in Sarawak, in front of the so-called tallest building of Sarawak, Wisma Sanyan...

it is nice to experience the unique cultural contributions of the various ethnic groups from around the region, as they converge in Sibu for a weeklong celebration of song and dance at the Sibu Town Square.

Besides the local overwhelming response, this festival also attracted tourists mainly from China, Hong Kong, Singapore, Thailand, Brunei, as well as other nearby countries.

In the last few years, several foreign cultural bodies from countries like China and Indonesia also performed cultural shows to further promote the festival. There was also participation from the neighbouring state of Sabah.

i wanted to go to this tatoo convention but i somehow miss it... i found out tat the tatoos on those ppl who came and participate in this convention were so cool eh... but i cannot find any pics anywhere... try to google it and see their amazing tatoos... some even got tatoos on their face...

The 2nd International Borneo Tattoo Convention
29 June-01 July
Venue : Bukit Aup Jubilee Park.
The 2nd Borneo International Tattoo Convention 2007, organized by the Sibu Municipal Council (SMC) and the Borneo Headhunters Tattoo, will feature the many advances in tattoos in the region. Sarawak, once famous for its tattooed people, plays hosts to this unique convention. Sibu has been chosen as the venue because of its strategic position for visitors who have plans to visit other parts of the state mainly located by the mighty Rajang river, where those who wish to travel to the upper Rajang to the Baleh Kapit rapids where visitors can see and experience the ibans, their longhouses and as one travels further up the river you get to see where the Kayan, Kenyah and Berawans dwell, or even take the tributaries to Punan and Kejaman territories. And yes, you can get a tattoo from tribal artists, just make sure you don’t lose your head about it.

Sibu aka Swan City...

a kebab stall by the Melanau-malay stall...

tanglung display

Traditional chinese wedding ceremonial place...

The newly weds bedroom...

The shy bride... haha

yeah!! foochow rocks!!

Tarian ngajat... the warrior dance of the ibans

The symbol of bravery

mahai... rm227... not even pure gold...

Ostrich eggs... they say can eat one woh... i don believe...

Some stalls at the trade and expo centre...

viva... mini awanza if u ask me..

Even the army got one booth...

Singing competition going on there...

Naive kids waiting to be scared...

haha... the ghost ride... bet u'll laugh ur head off after going in... the 'ghost' are hilarious...

food stalls... same old food everywhere...

bump-bump car... translate it to chinese

Children cheating game stalls...

Money cheating stall... haha

Eye of Sibu... kononnya lah...

Below are some interesting stalls i found there as well...


hope u enjoy it... do come to sibu to visit once in a while...

Monday, July 02, 2007

So bangga weh~~~

I had the worse holiday back in Sibu ever... since i came back, the whole neighbourhood start to renovate their house one house by one house... first it was my next door house on my left, then my next next door neighbour on my right decide they too, want to renovate their house... and the consequence is "sleepless mornings" for me... every morning i will be waken up by the thumping and hammering and pounding and banging and clonking and watever sounds tat ppl made when houses r being renovated... arghhhhh!!!!!!!! i'm at the edge of insaneness now...

anyway, i spend nearly half of my time here surfing the net and the other half, as u all noe, driving around tuition centres n driving academy in sibu... i think i'm good at stalking other ppl's blog this holiday... i succeeded in tracking down some ppl's blog... actually only ben's nia lah... haha... some other blogs are provided by our very own kedekut... reading blogs hav been one of my way of killing time coz i sort of get use to life without tv while staying in akasia... i haven been watching any tv lately coz there hasn't been any of my fav show on air... i rather watch some funny show on youtube... i'm slowly revolving into orang semenanjung now... help me!!!!

reading william's blog regarding his ex really inspires me... i keep nodding my head in agree when reading his post...

William wrote :
I started to understand actually what love is and what the feelings being in love are. I am just not ready for relationship now.

heck, tat's exactly wat i feel!!! and suddenly this song tat i juz sing during sunday youth service rang in my ears (i was the backup singer for the very first time in my life, if the first time singing wif lawson din count) haha... so bangga weh!!! we're singing "Blessed be Your name" and it goes like this...

Blessed Be Your Name
In the land that is plentiful
Where your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be your name

Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name

Every blessing you pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be'
Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name

Every blessing you pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord Blessed be Your name

i use to sing this song juz for the sake of singing it, but then suddenly it hits me... y m i singing blessed be the name of the Lord, instead of blessed be sth else, like my studies, my family, my friends etc... and then i start to think, wow!!! my God is a great God, and stil i can bless my God... and then i am so proud of my God weh... God always blesses us no matter who we are, what we do, where we go and i never tot of returning anything coz who am i to bless the supreme God but then our God is different, we can bless our God juz like how He has bless us... He gives blessings and take away our blessings to him... ("You give and take away")

same goes in a relationship, we bless each others as well...

so bangga weh~~~~