feeeling oh so random now

*hugs*

this is for 4 wonderful guys out there
who really make me feel comfortable being around wif them...

the first one,
although annoying most of the time,
actually said tat my opinion mean sth to him,
juz bcoz i'm a girl...

the second and third one,
despite their heavy loaded exams and trials coming up,
insisted tat they accompanied me to somewhere,
juz bcoz i'm a girl...

the forth one,
actually shared his thoughts about ppl around him wif me,
and said tat some ppl are understanding,
juz bcoz i'm a girl...



hmmm.... its time i realise tat i'm juz an ordinary girl...

A present for myself...

Apparently, it cost a lot... anyone care to donate some money for me???
i'll write ur name at the first page... haha

You are beatitul...

To my best of the bestest friend in the whole wide world...

Seeing you going thru a lot of stuff lately... juz wanna dedicate this post to u... we've come so far til today... since 6 years old i've known u and i stil believe tat u are stil the sweet and caring girl tat i met 13 years ago at Chung Hua Kindergarten...

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
Oh no, so don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The pieces is gone left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down, oh no
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
We're the song inside the tune full of beautiful mistakes


And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The will always shine
(sun will always shine)
But tomorrow we might awake
On the other side

We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today


*p/s : i'm not a lesbo if tat's wat u think... don let ur mind wander too far away

Everyone is leaving me... sobs

First it was my beloved physic lecturer, Dr Suganthi... she really played a really important role throughout my studies in INTEC... she's the first to knock me out of my sense... i remember after tat day, i went back from class wif a heavy feeling... i felt i dissappointed God and her so much... later during cell group, i can't stand it anymore and break down... tat's the first time i actually cry in front of ppl (not tat i never cry in front of ppl but tat was very depressing to find out tat i dissappointed God and din glorify Him...) then the seniors tat time (yuwan, josephine and adeline) prayed for me and i could not help but to cry even harder.... since tat day onwards, i told myself to really make an effort to change myself not only for myself but for God, who make all things possible... and many thanks to Suganthi for she has really reminded me of the purpose of life, where one of her last words in class is "We live for others(God)..."

Then it is Gloria who'll be leaving on 9/9/07 together wif eileen... although i've only known her for only 1 year, i felt tat she is a special person... (u really hav to know her to see for urself)

This is a funny sign board at the Jong's crococdile farm which gloria and her family took me to when i was in kch... but who dares to follow the sign... its only for the croc right??? haha...

This is gloria feeding the monkeys... oops... can she do tat???

Huge fish (i forgot wat it is called in english but i noe in chinese we called it dragon fish)

The reunion of sibu gang on the day when eileen came to visit us... although not all sibu ppl came but we really miss those days when she was wif us...

Eileen, the girl whom i've known since primary 3... i always remember her as the money counter... she is very good in maths because she says tat it is her calling to deal wif numbers... i remember the dilema she face when she was offered engineering and economics... i noe deep down inside her she prefer engineering but then she is willing to give up her dreams and follow the calling to study economics and i noe, tat is one decision she will never regret... all the best in ur future endeavors guys!!!

Everything...

This is a must-watch-video from Godtube... i was especially touched by the part when everyone in this world is trying to pull her away from her savior... but God never gives up on us and continue to hold on to us... u'll see tat througout the skit, God is actually trying to pull us back but there r juz too many obstacles in this world tat hinder us from Him...

Yesterday i had a wonderful time eating the-food-which-must-not-be-named in SA aka Bak Kut Teh.... yeah... hav been craving for it since thursday and suprisingly, get to eat it on the friday night itself... sometimes u don really hav to pray it out loud, God sees wat is in ur heart.... ppl from Acts actually drive all the way here to SA and send us all the way to subang to hav it... PTL...so to sum up, we really had a great time there, though most of the time listening to wat Ben Shyen had to say bout his life as a gynecologist... this is the first time i ever met someone who is so passionate bout being a doctor and especially a gynie... a guy somemore... haha... and i was really touched by things he said esp when he mention bout his first witness of pre-marital baby's death... b4 this i never realize how is this a problem in M'sia and death sucks once again!!!

til then... chow

To all the unsung heroes of Malaysia... I salute u all!!!

Come across this when i went to church... and was really touched and encouraged by the fact that there are actually Malaysians out there who are making a difference to this nation without even the sheer thought of wanting to be famous...(at least tat's wat i think of'em... hehe)

hope someday i too, can make a difference to Malaysia...

Shut up and drive...

i guess the answer is clear...

One sunny day, i was sending joash back to cemara all the way from the park... so far moh (hehe... to heat up the engine after 2 weeks of not touching the van) this song was playing on the radio juz as the thought of 'retiring' starts to trigger my brain cells...

Joash : (with his ever-sunshine-smile... duh) HaHa... Pat! Shut up and drive!!

ok... i never tot God's answer would be tat clear and sharp... ask me to shut up pula... guess i shall enjoy the time here and make full use of it...
and many thanz to joash for the reminder...

guess i shud juz shut up and drive!!! hehe... all the way til the end...