Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Of euro opening match and a python...


thanz for the icy cool ice-cream joanne!!!



When i was watching euro cup opening match at the tv room wif 3 of my frens - Aqilah,(see i put ur name first my dearest roommate, haha...) and Anisah and Saw... guess wat? we saw a freaking big python...

u see tat??
closer...

wah!!!!!!!

Monday, June 09, 2008

是时候了。。。

虽然感到失望和伤心,但是,也该收拾下心情,继续向前看。天父啊!保守你女儿,让她不要因一点小事而感到心烦,让她开开心心地为你活出每一天。

有些话想对一些人说,
有时我说的话,请不要扭曲它的意思,我只是单纯的向分享我的心情,绝对没有别的意思。希望你们能了解即释怀。

Seek ye first His kingdom and His righteousness; and all these shall be added unto you. Mat 6 : 33

this is my answer btw... if u really wanna noe y m i doing all i m doing now...

Sunday, June 08, 2008

the.BIG.picture

juz wanna share sth here...

gossip

definition : idle talk or rumour, esp about personal or private affairs of others

so is talking non-stop the whole night on the hp wif someone u trust about other ppl's daily routine n behaviour considering gossiping?

sometimes we hav to look at the big picture instead of a tiny speck... tat's is how i come to realise my breakthru of the day... looking at the big picture... sometimes its hard to realise my own mistakes, but its harder if other ppl tend to look on ur mistakes all the time n think tat they themselves r the most perfect ppl on earth... n the worst thing is, they expect u to follow their way, to which according to them, is the best way to act... in the end, i try to change, only to find them becoming more n more like our old selves...

therefore, before we judge ppl, plz look at ourselves first, are we behaving like ppl who we judge?

there are times when we shud take one step backwards to see the things in a wider perspective n not to judge things in a narrow minded way...

juz some 2 cents from me...

Friday, June 06, 2008

名句精华

众里寻他千百度,蓦然回首,那人却在灯火阑珊处。

醉翁之意不在酒,在乎上水之间也。

金风玉露一相逢,便胜却人间无数。

曾经沧海难为水,除却乌山不是云。

一日不见,如三秋兮。

物极则反,器满则倾。

人必自侮,然后人侮之。

悄悄的我走了,正如我悄悄的来,我挥一挥衣袖,不带走一片云彩。

天长地久有时尽,此恨绵绵无绝期。

哀莫大于心死。

山重水复疑无路,柳暗花明又一村。

自在飞花轻似梦,无边丝雨细如愁。

回首向来萧瑟处,归去,也无风雨也无晴。

是非成败转头空,青山依旧在,几度夕阳红。

祸莫大于不知足。


from lilian's blog... kinda miss the days when i had to memorise all these, wat they mean, who wrote them, which book they from... good ole days...

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

posts tat nearly din make it here...

usually when the internet is down n i had this inspiration to blog about some stuff, i wud juz type it out in a word document n then thinking tat i might post it up later but somehow, i keep forgetting n juz as i wonder where did all the stuff on my desktop came from, i found these :

(the posts tat nearly din make it here)


for me, this year good friday was also as normal as my birthday... haha... mainly because we din hav holiday like back in Sarawak... shudn't hav take for granted the holiday i had before... but anyway, class was on as usual but the good friday night service at church was a blast... we watch a sermon on 'indescribable' and i was in awestruck wonder at the works of our creator, who creates the heavan and earth juz by saying it out loud... 'Let there be light' - and light juz came out of his mouth at 3x10^8 m/s... and watever ppl say about big bang n stuff, i do believe tat when this world is created, it must've been an immense explosion wif a 'big bang'... coz things juz came true when words are being spoken... how amazing is tat?

it was also a day which i was reminded again, tat salvation might be 'free' but it surely took a lot of sacrifices from someone who love us so much tat He is willing to give up his heavenly throne to dwell among flesh as flesh....


and this :


Rumblings ramble

Sai.dabian.sei.sheeeeeeet.

Emo.

Oweys happen when I watch sth emo… it makes ppl miserable even thinking of it… eww…

Oweys I feel hurt even when ppl say sth accidentally n even though I knew they don really mean wat they say… stil I feel hurt… do u feel meh babeh!?!?!

Oweys I feel there’s a lot of weirdos out there… ya I noe I might be one to some ppl but hey, this is my blog! Hah! So I’ll say there’s some weirdo out there who might be reading this but who might not be reading this too!!! So to one of the weirdos out there, wud u mind do wat u say n not say one thing but do another? Don lose my trust in u okay???

But hey, I had a great day today as well. Felt tat maths paper was ok… ok, it was pretty easy!!! Wooot!!! Haven been able to say this before coz physics n mechanics nearly took my breath away(literally) when I first look at those papers… chem up next n I m so gonna beat u down this time!!! WATCH ME!!!

Yesterday’s forum was quite an eye-opener for me even though I was one of the panel sharing on stage on my views on relationship wif my veli cina engrish. Haha. I learn tat we can grow in love… hmmm… one new thing to learn… often we often give and take in a relationship, but actually we can also grow together in love… it kinda remind me tat the ultimate Love, everyone’s first Love, which we often forsake…

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Selah... The Beginning...


1 In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.

2 Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.

3 And God said, "Let there be light," and there was light. 4 God saw that the light was good, and He separated the light from the darkness. 5 God called the light "day," and the darkness he called "night." And there was evening, and there was morning—the first day.

6 And God said, "Let there be an expanse between the waters to separate water from water." 7 So God made the expanse and separated the water under the expanse from the water above it. And it was so. 8 God called the expanse "sky." And there was evening, and there was morning—the second day.

9 And God said, "Let the water under the sky be gathered to one place, and let dry ground appear." And it was so. 10 God called the dry ground "land," and the gathered waters he called "seas." And God saw that it was good.

11 Then God said, "Let the land produce vegetation: seed-bearing plants and trees on the land that bear fruit with seed in it, according to their various kinds." And it was so. 12 The land produced vegetation: plants bearing seed according to their kinds and trees bearing fruit with seed in it according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good. 13 And there was evening, and there was morning—the third day.

14 And God said, "Let there be lights in the expanse of the sky to separate the day from the night, and let them serve as signs to mark seasons and days and years, 15 and let them be lights in the expanse of the sky to give light on the earth." And it was so. 16 God made two great lights—the greater light to govern the day and the lesser light to govern the night. He also made the stars. 17 God set them in the expanse of the sky to give light on the earth, 18 to govern the day and the night, and to separate light from darkness. And God saw that it was good. 19 And there was evening, and there was morning—the fourth day.

20 And God said, "Let the water teem with living creatures, and let birds fly above the earth across the expanse of the sky." 21 So God created the great creatures of the sea and every living and moving thing with which the water teems, according to their kinds, and every winged bird according to its kind. And God saw that it was good. 22 God blessed them and said, "Be fruitful and increase in number and fill the water in the seas, and let the birds increase on the earth." 23 And there was evening, and there was morning—the fifth day.

24 And God said, "Let the land produce living creatures according to their kinds: livestock, creatures that move along the ground, and wild animals, each according to its kind." And it was so. 25 God made the wild animals according to their kinds, the livestock according to their kinds, and all the creatures that move along the ground according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good.

26 Then God said, "Let us make man in our image, in our likeness, and let them rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air, over the livestock, over all the earth, and over all the creatures that move along the ground."

27 So God created man in his own image,
in the image of God he created him;
male and female he created them.

28 God blessed them and said to them, "Be fruitful and increase in number; fill the earth and subdue it. Rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air and over every living creature that moves on the ground."

29 Then God said, "I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food. 30 And to all the beasts of the earth and all the birds of the air and all the creatures that move on the ground—everything that has the breath of life in it—I give every green plant for food." And it was so.

31 God saw all that he had made, and it was very good. And there was evening, and there was morning—the sixth day.

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Love, Sex and everything in between...


yo peeps,

i'll be featured in this week's UFO 'LOVE month'.... i will be sharing on
relationships... not tat i'm a pro in this topic or wat but its juz my point of view on someone wif nearly nil-nadai experience... haha...

'How do you know if a guy/girl likes you?'
'Difference between crush, infatuation and love?'
'Is he/she the one?'
'How long can a real relationship last?'
'How to maintain a long distance relationship?'
and etc etc etc...

Wanna know the answers? Come n be blessed...

For more info, click here



Of Ikea n light hunting...













Last but not least, juz for haha's...























Friday, May 30, 2008

Ehsan and Irfan...

u guys made my day... i miss u both dearly!!!

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Sempurna

by Andra And The Backbone

Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku Kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujaMu

Di setiap langkahku ku kan
selalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan
Hidupku tanpa cintaMu

Bridge:
Janganlah Kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamaMu ku akan bisa

Coda:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang Engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna


Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh Kau bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku


Reff:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna

Sayangku engkau begitu sempurna.. sempurna.. sempurna..

Saturday, May 24, 2008

The post which inspire me to...

organize a selah trip is this

Development ; at what cost?
Blatant disregard for the environment.
Exploitations of foreign labourers.
Suppression of the voices.
The old and weak despised.
A purposeless generation.

What will we be remembered for?
What can we do, where we are?
Do we even care???


plz think about this question seriously... during quiet time, while waiting for the bus, on the way back after exams, anytime, anywhere...

yo ppl! selah trip is on... get ready ur pens, pencils, notebook, sketch book, drawing pad, camera, phone camera or anything u can get ur hands on coz we r going for an adventure...

p/s :
Selah - meaning 'this is very important, take a moment to consider it'

人生嘛。。。(续)

生命的意义在于付出,在于给予,而不是在于接受,也不是在于争取。

无论发生什么事情,都要首先想到自己是不是做错了。如果自己没错(那是不可能的!!!!),那么就站在对方的角度,体验一下对方的感觉。

让自己去适应环境,因为环境永远不会来适应你。即使这是一个非常非常痛苦的过程。

大方一点。不会大方就学大方一点。如果大方真的会让你很心疼,那就装大方一点。

低调一点,低调一点,再低调一点(要比临时工还要低调,可能在别人眼中你还不如一个干了几年的临时工呢)。

嘴要甜,平常不要吝惜你的喝彩声。(会夸奖人。好的夸奖,会让人产生愉悦感,但不要过头到令人反感。)

有礼貌。打招呼时要看着对方的眼睛。以长辈的称呼和年纪大的人沟通,因为你就是不折不扣的小子辈。

少说多做。言多必失,人多的场合少说话。

不要把别人的好,视为理所当然,要知道感恩。

不要手高眼低。

遵守时间,但不要期望别人也遵守时间。

信首诺言,但不要轻易许诺。更不要把别人对你的承诺一直记在心上并信以为真。

不要向同事借钱,如果借了,那么一定要准时还。

不要借钱给同事,如果不得不借,那么就当送给他好了。

不要推脱责任(即使是别人的责任。偶尔承担一次你会死啊?)。

在一个同事的后面不要说另一个同事的坏话。要坚持在背后说别人好话,别担心这好话传不到当事人耳朵里。如果有人在你面前说某人坏话时,你要微笑。

避免和同事公开对立(包括公开提出反对意见,激烈的更不可取)。

经常帮助别人,但是不能让被帮的人觉得理所应当。

经常检查自己是不是又自负了,又骄傲了,又看不起别人了。(即使你有通天之才没有别人的合作和帮助也是白搭)

忍耐是人生的必修课。(要忍耐一生的啊,有的人一辈子到死这门功课也不及格)

新到一个地方,不要急于融入到其中哪个圈子里去。等到了足够的时间,属于你的那个圈子会自动接纳你。

有一颗平常心。没什么大不了的,好事要往坏处想,坏事要往好处想。

会拍马屁,但小心不要弄脏手。切忌用舌头去舔马屁。


好心有时不会有好结果,但不能因此而灰心。

待上以敬,待下以宽。

如果你带领一个团队,在总结工作时要把错误都揽在自己身上,把功劳都记在下属身上。当上司和下属同时在场时要记得及时表扬你的下属。批评人的时候一定要在只有你们两个人的情况下才能进行。

如果你觉得一篇文章还值得一看的话,那么你一定要评论,因为你的评论会给人继续前进的勇气,会给人很大的激励。同时也会让人感激你。

Friday, May 23, 2008

movies - they tell us sth...

having watch 3 blockbusters (still more to come - i juz love summer - the season of movies) so far i will consider Prince Caspian as the most earnest film of all... it began to make me think, a lot - towards the end of the movie, i start asking myself questions...

"Am i like Peter - who's so arrogant in the whole movie just because he has grew up once n never want to be treated like a child again?"

"Am i like Susan - who always thinks n act rationally, all according to laws n proofs?"

"Am i like Edmund - who learn from his mistakes n help others through his experience?"

"Am i like Lucy - whose faith never fails, even when everyone is doubting?"

i believe i m living in a narnia myself, where evil, temptations, desires, talking creatures, mobile trees exists... how am i going to survive this all by myself? everyone has a narnia of their own, whether u like it or not, u r going to stay there forever until u learn how to start seeing hope instead of wallowing in self-pity... the only way u can do it, is to remain as a child, n willingly be treated like one, humble ourselves to be mould into the perfect kings n queens of narnia...

in the incidents we all hav been perceived as misfortunes, Aslan, in his divine providence, has been orchestrating events for his greater purposes, n as narnians, they are suppose to be patient n waited upon him instead of making their own decision n turning to other powers, such as the evil white witch... it is really saddening to see even Peter, the so-called high king of narnia began to fall under the spell of the witch... in the end, Edmund saves the day by crushing the delusion wif his sword...

Aslan, the creator of Narnia, lets the kids to make mistakes n learn from them... boy, am i glad tat he lets them...

stil learning from mistakes,
Pat

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Nothing but the Blood

What can wash away my sin?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
What can make me whole again?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

Refrain

Oh! precious is the flow
That makes me white as snow;
No other fount I know,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.




oh i so like Brooke's voice...

i wanna watch American idol finale lah!!!

2 more papers to go before the one week break...

i wanna watch movies... loads of them... summer blockbusters!!! i love'em all!!!

mechanics next!!!

Monday, May 19, 2008

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Friday, May 16, 2008

Updates...

first week of exams is over... thank God for granting His peace n joy... never in my life i felt so peaceful during exam time... always i will feel nervous n unprepared prior to exam time... did a couple of crazy stuffs wif some crazy frens (to them its normal...) as soon as i finish my second paper... then spend the whole friday afternoon watching malaysia lost to china in the thomas cup semi finals, n the most irritating thing is i miss seeing loser-lin-dan's face when he lost to choong wei... now take tat u stupid *** (use ur imagination) n oso i miss seeing loser's gf face when loser lose coz i was too indulged in my mechanics... sien... i wanna see his losing face... then later after malaysia 2 consecutive lost to china, i decided to follow joanne to sacc for a pizza dinner... can't bear to see malaysia lost again... but surprisingly, the second double won... which i miss -_-" again... i really think when i watch malaysian player playing, they sure lose one... but in the end, once again, hafiz hashim steals the attention by losing, yet again, lagi, noch einmal...

anyway, glad to noe tat i got my appetite back!!! hooray... manage to finish off 3 slices of pizza for dinner n 5 servings of fried rice for supper when we were having 'home' at Ps Kenneth's house in kota kemuning... not being able to feel hungry for nearly a month is killing me... finally can eat whole-heartedly n not feeling pukey after eating... this feeling is indescribable... haha

p/s : i may noe nuts bout football but badminton is my game weh!

Thursday, May 15, 2008

有话直说

一直以来,总觉得啊,有话直说是还蛮好的,因为以前为了某些事,不太敢说出自己的感想,却又害人害己。所以后来一位非常要好的朋友告诉我,一定要把自己心里想说的,勇敢地说出口,才不会酿成向那一次的局面。从那天起,我就开始硬着头皮,敢敢地说出心里话,可是很常时候造成别人的不悦,只因说话真的是太直接了。现在想想,为什么那位朋友,可以随心说欲得直话直说,而我却常常成为人人喊打的老鼠,可能是因为我的个性吧!我那傻大姐,走路大喇喇的个性,是没有几个人会接受的。如果我长得娇小可爱,小鸟依人,讲话扭扭捏捏 (说着说着,不禁毛骨悚然了起来,哈哈。。。实在很难想象吧!)可能人家还比较能接受。

有些话,该说不该说?
说了,却又怕伤了人家的心,
不说,却又怕有一天会受不了人而讨厌他/她。

有时候,不是不想和人说话,只怕对方把你的话看得太重。

有谁可以帮帮我啊!!!

Monday, May 12, 2008

Retreat!!!

initially i propose this idea to some of the seniors to do a "Capturing moments of Malaysia" retreat some time around end of april to beginning of may... however, no one seems to hav the slightest flinch of interest... duh... (most probably i propose it to the wrong crowd of seniros - the alm-ers) haha... juz jk... but stil i wan it to happen n since i'm the one who started it, for once i wan to put my ideas into action... so here goes!!!

ok... to whoever is reading my blog, anyone of u interested to go for a retreat??? all u need is a camera or a notebook or a notepad or anything u need to capture moments!!! we will go to some random places around KL(since it is the capital of Malaysia), eg: walking from dang wangi station to KLCC, or Tugu Negara or Bangunan Parliament, places where we can capture Malaysia in our own way, whether by joting, drawing, writing, photographing etc etc...

as simple as tat... whoever is interested, kindly drop a
comment here or the chatterbox... the time will be during our one week break in between the exams... during tat day, we will start off our journey from shah alam, n on the way, each will share about wat they wan to get from this retreat... so when we reach our destination, we are not suppose to talk (unless necessary of coz) n start to capture moments of our beloved-country... maybe after one or two hours, we will gather in one place again to share wat we hav capture during the trip... after sharing, its time to pack our bags n perhaps go for makan or sth...

i really believe it will be a great experience to know our country more thru our eyes n hands n hearts... n one more thing, its open to
EVERYONE, senior or junior... anyone...

Sunday, May 11, 2008

GUIDANCE


saw this beautiful mail n decide to share it will u all...

Dancing With God
When I meditated on the word Guidance, I kept seeing "dance" at the end of the word.
I remember reading that doing God's will is a lot like dancing.
When two people try to lead, nothing feels right.
The movement doesn't flow with the music,
and everything is quite uncomfortable and jerky.
When one person realizes that, and lets the other lead,
both bodies begin to flow with the music.
One gives gentle cues, perhaps with a nudge to the back
or by pressing lightly in one direction or another.
It's as if two become one body, moving beautifully.
The dance takes surrender, willingness,
and attentiveness from one person
and gentle guidance and skill from the other.
My eyes drew back to the word Guidance.
When I saw "G: I thought of God, followed by "u" and "i".
"God, "u" and "i" dance."
God, you, and I dance.
As I lowered my head, I became willing to trust
that I would get guidance about my life.
Once again, I became willing to let God lead.
My prayer for you today is that God's blessings
and mercies be upon you on this day and everyday.
May you abide in God as God
abides in you.
Dance together with God, trusting God to lead
and to guide you through each season of your life.

so let's continue to pray for one another.
And I Hope You Dance

nice right???

u made my day...

pat... remember I used 2tell u tat u hav a motherly look... i was not juz kiddin, sondern i realy mean it... therefore, i would lik 2wish u 'HAPPY MOTHERS DAY' =)
Sender : Shiva +6013296XXXX

there u go, got woke up this morning by my first mothers' day wish ever.... haha... thanz shiva, u made my day!

anyway, back to the real topic...

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL THE MUMS IN THE WORLD!!!


To my dearest ah ma,

母亲节快乐!!!
i love u

Saturday, May 10, 2008

I am thankful...

for the exam i will be facing...
because it means i'm blessed enough for the chance to study here.

for the stress i'm having...
because it means i'm being motivated.

for the body aches n bruises...
because it means a break which i've always wanted.

for the piles of laundry...
because it means i have clothes to wear.

for the mamak stalls around section 18...
because it means i have food to eat.

for the internet connection in akasia...
because it means i can study a chapter while waiting for the page to load.

for the never-ending stuff to study...
because it means i can expand my brain's capacity.


You turn my wailing into dancing;
You removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
that my heart may sing to You and not be silent.
O Lord my God, I will give you thanks forever.
Psalm 30:11-12

Friday, May 09, 2008

stress weh...

the title says it all... counting down 3 days to first paper... n stress is seeping in thru all means... i use to think tat i can handle it coz i'm those oh-so-lucky-go-happy-type... apparently, everyone do get stress, only the level is different... but i really prayed tat i don get nervous... coz stress can motivating sometimes but nervousness is useless... better get back to study wif my aching body as a result of skating... grace, u're right... skating is fun... to be able to 'walk' on ice without anyone holding is fun... (hope one day i can walk on waters like peter lor...) of coz wif the price of many falls n wetness...