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i've always tot i've been called to become a missionary... n when i was 16 years old, at one particular youth conference, i rededicated my life for a purpose, a life of truthfulness n worth living... and at tat particular altar call, i made a covenant to go on a short term mission trip b4 i turn 25, which i hav yet to fulfill, but since i've always counted my life in intec as a mission trip so it really doesn't matter... so wat i really wan to say is, when my church pastor n elder suddenly wanted to introduce me to this super cute german guy in church, i hesitated yet i can't contain my excitement... i knew sth big wud happen, n i kinda expect it... in the end, i surrender myself n went to church alone this morning to meet up wif Demetrius, a really on-fire-n-ready-to-go-all-out-for-God german... he is not like the other germans i met, eh so far i only met less than 10 germans... haha... he is friendly, (did i mention he is cute too?) speak english wif a weird accent n speak only 2 words in german to me, 'sehr gut'...
sorry, i forgot to mention my church is planning to plant a church in germany n i m part of the plan... sooooooooooo... to be frank, i m very skeptical, i was thinking to myself : wat can i do over there? wat influence i hav? who m i to start a church over there? the answer to these question is.......
still in progress...
guess i hav to digest this sudden (to tel the truth, i kinda expect it when different ppl approach me to ask me which part of germany do i go to... little do i noe, i always ask back, 'so u guys planting a church there?' bad answer i noe... haha) drop of bomb... will update u guys once i sleep over it tonight...
Edited : the main question is, WILL i obey?
still standing by Grace
Pat