Sometimes I wish I could juz keep one of eye close to the things around me,
to not let anything annoys or angers me.
Sometimes I wish I could juz let go of my stands,
to not be seen or meant judging others instead of merely voicing out my stands.
Sometimes I wish I could be anybody else but me,
to not be myself while pleasing everyone else.
Sometimes I wish I could do anything emotionally,
to not be rasional and true to myself.
But there is always a ‘BUT’
BUT, I hav a purpose to live for, a purpose which everyone is looking for but can never find it unless…
“BUT if I go to the east, he is not there; if I go to the west, I do not find him. When he is at work in the north, I do not see him. But he knows the way I take when he has tested me, I will come forth as gold. My feet have closely followed his steps; I have kept to his way without turning aside. I have not departed from the commands of his lips; I have treasure the worlds of his mouth more than my daily bread.”
Job of Uz