Friday, February 29, 2008

29-02-2008

i tel myself tat no matter wat happen, must at least blog sth on this day... i mean, when can u blog again on 29th of February? 4 years later... dunno whether i stil even blog or not??? haha... anyway... today is a day of sowing the seed... let the story begins...

i oweys got email from my frens n they will put 'thank you for sowing the seed' instead of the usual 'thanks so much' or 'thanks a million' or sometimes not even a thank you note behind... then when i first see the 'thank you for sowing the seed' i could not understand or identify myself wif it until today... i went out wif 2 of my coursemates for a movie... although its exam time n by right everyone shud study for it but inside me there's this voice tat told me to go... n i obeyed... n i finally noe wat do ppl mean by sowing the seed, sometimes it juz take a mustard seed to grow into a beautiful big tree... i might not be able to see the tree grows, but at least i sowed the seed...

i've learn a lot from the previous camp tat i joined n i found out tat sowing the seed takes time... whether i wan to spend time on sowing n watering the seed tat i plant, its my choice... n i choose to be tat farmer in other ppl's lives...

ok... back to updates:

1. My birthday coming soon n its the big *** years old... dunno whether to be excited or sad coz it will be the last year of my teenage years... (oops... did i juz giv my age away) of coz i hav been planning to buy sth for myself for turning adult this year (although stil cannot vote)it might be either a semi-pro camera or a new handphone or a trip to beijing... ya its all costly n i really don wan to regret what i hav chosen... so pray tat i will hav the wisdom to choose the right thing for myself... of coz others if u wish to giv me anything on my birthday, i don mind... AT ALL... i wud like to hav books, treat me out makan, new handphone or even sponsoring me to go beijing... n the list goes on n on...
2. I m seriously thinking of going to beijing because i sort of wan to noe my own root n culture before i went off to some mat salleh country... i hope it will be my first station my backpack travelling... if anyone interested to go wif me, plz do contact me... accomodation will be provided coz i will be staying at my aunt's place... otherwise i hav to travel there alone... hope to go new york n rome one day... they are currently on top of my to-go-list
3. Currently having trials now n stil surviving... will be going back next week , immediately after the exams... so happy... can't wait for it

tat's all for now

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Monday, February 18, 2008

无题

不知道自己可以把心里的不愉快隐藏多久,只希望它快点离我而去,我不想再被它给绑住,每天生活在害怕之中。也非常感谢许多的朋友,在我不开心时,在我身旁开导我,听我说话,给我少许有建立性的劝告。真是谢谢你们,没有你们,我不知道怎样度过这次的难关。只怪我自己,这么小器,别人说个一两句,就无端端生闷气,我觉得自己好无聊哦!也怪我自己,没事找事做,没话找话说,惹上了麻烦,结果自己又跟自己过不去。唉!真是的!

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Valentine's day...

this year, i've learn one old thing again... tat man fails, but He will never ever fails u...

"For God so loVed the world,
****That He gAve
******* His onLy
*******BegottEn
********** SoN
*************That whoever
*****Believes In Him
******Should Not perish,
****But have Everlasting life. (John 3:16)
taken from taylorscf

valentine's day is nth but a day of catching up... i've been too far away, busy wif preparations for an event... i always tot i did a lot for it, i've been too proud... since i've been very used to working wif the CA committee, i tend to feel comfortable working wif another group other than CA... but this new experience is totally different than working wif CA... in CA we are all like a family and we had a purpose in mind when we all serve... when working wif ppl outside of CA, i din manage to get out of my comfort zone when working wif CA n i stumble... hard... real hard... being let down by ppl whom u trusted n respected is one thing, not appreciated is another...

the aftermath of this experience make me appreciate ppl around me more n also take criticism in wif an open heart... though it hurts very much...

i need ur prayers ppl, it might take some time for me to be healed completely n only by Him...

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Achtung!!!

German week is coming up this weekend from 16th to 18th February, Saturday to Monday. For more information please visit here --> got lotsa stuff, not only regarding German week but also my german lecturer... haha

also, there will be an exhibition going on during German week n we've got food all the way for Germany... yum yum... for more infos, visit here

p/s : i did not get paid to do this... although i really hope to!!!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

原来。。。

原来这世界上是有很多在背后默默耕耘的人,不求名利,只求把自己的本分做到最好,让整个组织能顺利的运行。从这些人身上,我学到了许多,从最简单的谦虚说起。从以前到现在,总觉得自己做得最好,从不听别人的劝告。但是经过了这次的磨练,让我大开眼界, 原来主办一项赛事不是那么的简单,是得经过很多人的经手及合作才能顺利地进行。从这些让人敬佩的人身上,我也学到,要事事以大会为主,不要为了一点小事阿,而拖延了许多宝贵的时间。也不要为了一点小事而伤了和气,团队精神最重要。

神啊,请原谅我的无知与自私吧!这可把我身边一起工作的伙伴给苦坏了。

Keep smiling...


It’s one of the best advertisements for God… it makes people wonder what you’ve got…


another reminder for myself

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

what patricia means???




What Patricia Means



You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.

Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.

Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.



You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.