Saturday, May 31, 2008

Love, Sex and everything in between...

yo peeps,

i'll be featured in this week's UFO 'LOVE month'.... i will be sharing on
relationships... not tat i'm a pro in this topic or wat but its juz my point of view on someone wif nearly nil-nadai experience... haha...

'How do you know if a guy/girl likes you?'
'Difference between crush, infatuation and love?'
'Is he/she the one?'
'How long can a real relationship last?'
'How to maintain a long distance relationship?'
and etc etc etc...

Wanna know the answers? Come n be blessed...

For more info, click here

Of Ikea n light hunting...

Last but not least, juz for haha's...

Friday, May 30, 2008

Ehsan and Irfan...

u guys made my day... i miss u both dearly!!!

Sunday, May 25, 2008


by Andra And The Backbone

Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku Kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujaMu

Di setiap langkahku ku kan
selalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan
Hidupku tanpa cintaMu

Janganlah Kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamaMu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang Engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna

Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh Kau bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna

Sayangku engkau begitu sempurna.. sempurna.. sempurna..

Saturday, May 24, 2008

The post which inspire me to...

organize a selah trip is this

Development ; at what cost?
Blatant disregard for the environment.
Exploitations of foreign labourers.
Suppression of the voices.
The old and weak despised.
A purposeless generation.

What will we be remembered for?
What can we do, where we are?
Do we even care???

plz think about this question seriously... during quiet time, while waiting for the bus, on the way back after exams, anytime, anywhere...

yo ppl! selah trip is on... get ready ur pens, pencils, notebook, sketch book, drawing pad, camera, phone camera or anything u can get ur hands on coz we r going for an adventure...

p/s :
Selah - meaning 'this is very important, take a moment to consider it'





























Friday, May 23, 2008

movies - they tell us sth...

having watch 3 blockbusters (still more to come - i juz love summer - the season of movies) so far i will consider Prince Caspian as the most earnest film of all... it began to make me think, a lot - towards the end of the movie, i start asking myself questions...

"Am i like Peter - who's so arrogant in the whole movie just because he has grew up once n never want to be treated like a child again?"

"Am i like Susan - who always thinks n act rationally, all according to laws n proofs?"

"Am i like Edmund - who learn from his mistakes n help others through his experience?"

"Am i like Lucy - whose faith never fails, even when everyone is doubting?"

i believe i m living in a narnia myself, where evil, temptations, desires, talking creatures, mobile trees exists... how am i going to survive this all by myself? everyone has a narnia of their own, whether u like it or not, u r going to stay there forever until u learn how to start seeing hope instead of wallowing in self-pity... the only way u can do it, is to remain as a child, n willingly be treated like one, humble ourselves to be mould into the perfect kings n queens of narnia...

in the incidents we all hav been perceived as misfortunes, Aslan, in his divine providence, has been orchestrating events for his greater purposes, n as narnians, they are suppose to be patient n waited upon him instead of making their own decision n turning to other powers, such as the evil white witch... it is really saddening to see even Peter, the so-called high king of narnia began to fall under the spell of the witch... in the end, Edmund saves the day by crushing the delusion wif his sword...

Aslan, the creator of Narnia, lets the kids to make mistakes n learn from them... boy, am i glad tat he lets them...

stil learning from mistakes,

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Nothing but the Blood

What can wash away my sin?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
What can make me whole again?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.


Oh! precious is the flow
That makes me white as snow;
No other fount I know,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

oh i so like Brooke's voice...

i wanna watch American idol finale lah!!!

2 more papers to go before the one week break...

i wanna watch movies... loads of them... summer blockbusters!!! i love'em all!!!

mechanics next!!!

Monday, May 19, 2008

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Friday, May 16, 2008


first week of exams is over... thank God for granting His peace n joy... never in my life i felt so peaceful during exam time... always i will feel nervous n unprepared prior to exam time... did a couple of crazy stuffs wif some crazy frens (to them its normal...) as soon as i finish my second paper... then spend the whole friday afternoon watching malaysia lost to china in the thomas cup semi finals, n the most irritating thing is i miss seeing loser-lin-dan's face when he lost to choong wei... now take tat u stupid *** (use ur imagination) n oso i miss seeing loser's gf face when loser lose coz i was too indulged in my mechanics... sien... i wanna see his losing face... then later after malaysia 2 consecutive lost to china, i decided to follow joanne to sacc for a pizza dinner... can't bear to see malaysia lost again... but surprisingly, the second double won... which i miss -_-" again... i really think when i watch malaysian player playing, they sure lose one... but in the end, once again, hafiz hashim steals the attention by losing, yet again, lagi, noch einmal...

anyway, glad to noe tat i got my appetite back!!! hooray... manage to finish off 3 slices of pizza for dinner n 5 servings of fried rice for supper when we were having 'home' at Ps Kenneth's house in kota kemuning... not being able to feel hungry for nearly a month is killing me... finally can eat whole-heartedly n not feeling pukey after eating... this feeling is indescribable... haha

p/s : i may noe nuts bout football but badminton is my game weh!

Thursday, May 15, 2008


一直以来,总觉得啊,有话直说是还蛮好的,因为以前为了某些事,不太敢说出自己的感想,却又害人害己。所以后来一位非常要好的朋友告诉我,一定要把自己心里想说的,勇敢地说出口,才不会酿成向那一次的局面。从那天起,我就开始硬着头皮,敢敢地说出心里话,可是很常时候造成别人的不悦,只因说话真的是太直接了。现在想想,为什么那位朋友,可以随心说欲得直话直说,而我却常常成为人人喊打的老鼠,可能是因为我的个性吧!我那傻大姐,走路大喇喇的个性,是没有几个人会接受的。如果我长得娇小可爱,小鸟依人,讲话扭扭捏捏 (说着说着,不禁毛骨悚然了起来,哈哈。。。实在很难想象吧!)可能人家还比较能接受。




Monday, May 12, 2008


initially i propose this idea to some of the seniors to do a "Capturing moments of Malaysia" retreat some time around end of april to beginning of may... however, no one seems to hav the slightest flinch of interest... duh... (most probably i propose it to the wrong crowd of seniros - the alm-ers) haha... juz jk... but stil i wan it to happen n since i'm the one who started it, for once i wan to put my ideas into action... so here goes!!!

ok... to whoever is reading my blog, anyone of u interested to go for a retreat??? all u need is a camera or a notebook or a notepad or anything u need to capture moments!!! we will go to some random places around KL(since it is the capital of Malaysia), eg: walking from dang wangi station to KLCC, or Tugu Negara or Bangunan Parliament, places where we can capture Malaysia in our own way, whether by joting, drawing, writing, photographing etc etc...

as simple as tat... whoever is interested, kindly drop a
comment here or the chatterbox... the time will be during our one week break in between the exams... during tat day, we will start off our journey from shah alam, n on the way, each will share about wat they wan to get from this retreat... so when we reach our destination, we are not suppose to talk (unless necessary of coz) n start to capture moments of our beloved-country... maybe after one or two hours, we will gather in one place again to share wat we hav capture during the trip... after sharing, its time to pack our bags n perhaps go for makan or sth...

i really believe it will be a great experience to know our country more thru our eyes n hands n hearts... n one more thing, its open to
EVERYONE, senior or junior... anyone...

Sunday, May 11, 2008


saw this beautiful mail n decide to share it will u all...

Dancing With God
When I meditated on the word Guidance, I kept seeing "dance" at the end of the word.
I remember reading that doing God's will is a lot like dancing.
When two people try to lead, nothing feels right.
The movement doesn't flow with the music,
and everything is quite uncomfortable and jerky.
When one person realizes that, and lets the other lead,
both bodies begin to flow with the music.
One gives gentle cues, perhaps with a nudge to the back
or by pressing lightly in one direction or another.
It's as if two become one body, moving beautifully.
The dance takes surrender, willingness,
and attentiveness from one person
and gentle guidance and skill from the other.
My eyes drew back to the word Guidance.
When I saw "G: I thought of God, followed by "u" and "i".
"God, "u" and "i" dance."
God, you, and I dance.
As I lowered my head, I became willing to trust
that I would get guidance about my life.
Once again, I became willing to let God lead.
My prayer for you today is that God's blessings
and mercies be upon you on this day and everyday.
May you abide in God as God
abides in you.
Dance together with God, trusting God to lead
and to guide you through each season of your life.

so let's continue to pray for one another.
And I Hope You Dance

nice right???

u made my day...

pat... remember I used 2tell u tat u hav a motherly look... i was not juz kiddin, sondern i realy mean it... therefore, i would lik 2wish u 'HAPPY MOTHERS DAY' =)
Sender : Shiva +6013296XXXX

there u go, got woke up this morning by my first mothers' day wish ever.... haha... thanz shiva, u made my day!

anyway, back to the real topic...


To my dearest ah ma,

i love u

Saturday, May 10, 2008

I am thankful...

for the exam i will be facing...
because it means i'm blessed enough for the chance to study here.

for the stress i'm having...
because it means i'm being motivated.

for the body aches n bruises...
because it means a break which i've always wanted.

for the piles of laundry...
because it means i have clothes to wear.

for the mamak stalls around section 18...
because it means i have food to eat.

for the internet connection in akasia...
because it means i can study a chapter while waiting for the page to load.

for the never-ending stuff to study...
because it means i can expand my brain's capacity.

You turn my wailing into dancing;
You removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
that my heart may sing to You and not be silent.
O Lord my God, I will give you thanks forever.
Psalm 30:11-12

Friday, May 09, 2008

stress weh...

the title says it all... counting down 3 days to first paper... n stress is seeping in thru all means... i use to think tat i can handle it coz i'm those oh-so-lucky-go-happy-type... apparently, everyone do get stress, only the level is different... but i really prayed tat i don get nervous... coz stress can motivating sometimes but nervousness is useless... better get back to study wif my aching body as a result of skating... grace, u're right... skating is fun... to be able to 'walk' on ice without anyone holding is fun... (hope one day i can walk on waters like peter lor...) of coz wif the price of many falls n wetness...

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Herr Brian Trenaman aka Mr Brian

time really flies n today, we had our last class in INTEC, which is 5-hours-of-non-stop-torturing-german... nontheless, it was a day which no one could forget... Mr Brian had been the most wonderful lecturer we ever had in INTEC... he has been there for us since the first day of our journey of learning a new language, starting from alphabet to numbers, simple greetings to self-introduction... if any lecturer's life can be portrayed in movies, he's the first one i will strongly recommend...(i mean who on earth hav 7 wedding ceremonies wif, of coz, the same woman... haha) his way of teaching is absolutely different from the conventional-malaysian-way, probably due to the fact tat he's not malaysian but a german... but anyway he's the one who brought us up to who we are today, tat wherever we'll be place in Germany, at least i think we will still survive wif our german lah... (can ask where the toilet is n the direction enough liaw ) thanks so much for ur efforts in teaching a bunch of morons wif no basics at all in german to our kindergarten standard of german today... wir vermissen dich sehr!!! (i think it means - we'll really miss u!)

The happy birthday boy...
He actually treated both of his classes to a buffet lunch in a room juz beside his office... n its not juz any ciplak food he provided but wif chicken rice n oh-chio (a type of really nice fish which i dunno its name)

it says there, Herr Trenaman, viel Glück zum Geburtstag

The happy birthday boy cutting the surprice cake we bought for him...
the story goes on like this.... ALG10C actually planned a surprise birthday bash for him... we tot of it like 20 minutes before he came to our class so it was basically very last minute... so we wrote sth on the white board, which is supposedly to direct him to the first cubicle in the guy's toilet, n then there's another clue there to direct him to the room we had the surprise birthday cake n stuff... it all went on smooth n well, until apparently there's this guy who went in tat first cubicle inside the toilet n stays inside there for quite a period of time until Mr Brian had to force open the door coz he tot no one is in there... n tat poor guy had the shock of his life i believe, a mat salleh forcing open his toilet door when he is doing his business... but the spy tat we send did a pretty good job by finally directing his way to the surprice room before the candles went off...

Mr Brian is the most generous lecturer too... i really cannot count the times he paid for all his students (yes, ALL) n treat all of us lunch n bowling... he will treat us more if he din get marry half-way... haha... as u can see from the pics, once again he treated us lunch again, n hopefully not the last meal he treated us... haha...

Mr Brian n all the girls... ya... ya... typical ALG, few girls but many guys...

The mighty ducks... quack quack...
How many lecturer actually go ice-skating wif his/her students 4 days before the real exam starts... Mr Brian did... n how cool is tat?

Saturday, May 03, 2008


I hear the mountain birds
The sound of rivers singing
A song I've often heard
It flows through me now
So clear and so loud
I stand where I am
And forever I'm dreaming of home
I feel so alone, I'm dreaming of home

It's carried in the air
The breeze of early morning
I see the land so fair
My heart opens wide
There's sadness inside
I stand where I am
And forever I'm dreaming of home
I feel so alone, I'm dreaming of home

This is no foreign sky
I see no foreign light
But far away I am
From some peaceful land
I'm longing to stand
A hand in my hand
...forever I'm dreaming of home
I feel so alone, I'm dreaming of home

Friday, May 02, 2008

i'm dreaming of home

it has been a long time since i cry when watching a movie... the last one which i nearly cried is 10000 BC... today in class, we had a choice of watching 2 german movies, 'memento' n 'merry christmas'... at first i don really mind which movie to watch since i won't be able to understand half of the movie oso... n i was really reluctant at first to watch 'merry christmas' coz its a world war 1 movie... however, i m glad i decided to raise up my hand for the movie due to peer pressure... haha... but boy, it was the best movie i watch since a long time n i was really touched after the movie... u all must watch the movie for urself to understand how i feel now... i feel like watching the english version of the movie since i don fully understand the whole movie n i really wanted to know the details instead of an overview of the movie...

the heartwarming movie started off quite disturbingly wif small kids reciting propaganda they've learned in sch since young n ends oso quite disturbingly wif a priest asking ppl to go to war by misquoting some part of the bible, its like watching the christian version of al-Qaeda... i laugh n cry together wif the movie, most of the time trying to figure wat r they talking, i juz could not take my eyes off the screen since the movie started... quite surprising since the movie don't really hav 'cute' actors except for Daniel Brühl, which i only notice after i go imdb to check out the movie...

the movie brings out the real christmas spirit, tat love was born to this world to show himself to this world... it was because of christmas tat the soldiers from 3 trenches came out n reconcile, in the end they simply could not fight each other n hav to be send off to other places... the movie once again show me the true meaning of christmas - love... love who came to this unworthy place n love us... as simple as tat, yet we always tend to complicate stuff...

this movie was very much different from the everyday movie i tend to watch - the hollywood blockbusters... but tell u the truth, this movie is a must watch... highly recommended by me!!!

*by the way, if u r wondering y is the title of this post 'i'm dreaming of home', it is this song tat triggers the reconciliation in the movie... towards the end of the movie, the germans were actually humming this scottish song which they learn from their new frens... a touching n moving moment indeed...

juz a random thought - wat's the point of having war anyway?

Thursday, May 01, 2008



考试前一晚才刚为最后一个 CA 领唱,也是本人我第一次上台唱歌,是一各蛮新鲜的体验,虽然歌喉不怎么样,但是的确因为这样,让我真正的体验到依靠上帝行事的感觉,因为本身的缺点,才能让我看到上帝的完美无缺。而就是应为这样,也让我有机会开启自己除了驾福音车的另一项才华,现在渐渐的喜欢上大声地唱敬拜赞美诗歌。