married? nah just joking...
content is the word. When will I ever be content?
As the first child of the family, i think i have first-born-syndrome. (duh!)
I tend to explore everything by myself since there's no one telling me what to do or what not to do. I am a people-pleaser, my parents or even the whole family have great expectations on me and it is up to me to fulfill them.
And lately in my daily walk as a christian, I unintentionally applied the traits mentioned above. I am interested in how other leader do or see things so that I can imitate them. I read books on how to know the will of God or I kiss dating goodbye to make sure I am doing it all right. Every major decisions that I made, I spend most of my brain cells worrying and struggling to choose the 'right' one or to make it the 'right' one.
“He hath showed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the LORD require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God?”
Am I happy with where I am now? When will I ever be content with myself, other people and everything else?